AND THE SUDDENLY …

by Vidimvas

… everything really sux. And then again suddenly everything is fine. It is funny, how things work. Ja nič, gremo že spet bit malo nejasni, medvrstični, cinični, sarkastični, cmeravi in razpizdeni. All at the same time … welcome, everybody, to my beautiful brain.

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Okej, so here is the deal. Sometimes you think you have it all figured out. Misliš, da veš, vsaj približno, kako bo potekalo tvoje življenje. A veste? You move somewhere with someone and you get a job … everything seems to be fine. Ampak seveda ni. Pa niti ne veš, kdaj je nehalo biti. Enkrat se je prikradlo, while you were living your life. It was in the small things at first, ampak počasi  postaja kot slon v porcelanasti trgovini. It is there, but nobody wants to say it. In potem je podobno kot ekonom lonec, ki ga ne ugasneš … ali odpreš … I am not sure what you have to do, but if you don’t, it explodes. In ti eksplodira v faco. Prav svinjsko in zelo boleče. And then you move somewhere again and pick your shit up, roll your insides inside again and you try to move on. In ti tudi zelo dobro rata.

In potem že spet misliš, da približno veš, kako bo potekalo tvoje življenje. You’ve moved, you have the job and you get some good news. You are happily rebounding with people, that you have in your life in misliš, da imaš vse pod kontrolo. Seveda nimaš. In te že spet malo zaštihajo od odzadi, tako majo najraje. Tokrat je veliko bolj boleče, ampak traja manj časa. En vikend v bistvu, s pomočjo alkohola. Ampak je seveda to ravno dovolj časa for you to cross some lines and say some things, that fuck shit up even more. In seveda je potem vse še bolj grozno in se počutiš kot debil. But then something happens, which you didn’t expect at all. Everything becomes fine once again. In zgodi se še nekaj nepričakovanega. You feel like you are 14 again, but with all the perks of being 27, having a job and living on your own. Und es ist wunderbar, alles ist auf einmal total in Ordnung. So ein Augenblick kann alles verändern und es einfach wieder gut machen. Und das ist auch gut so.

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