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Month: October, 2013

TRENUTNO SEM

Zanimivo pomirjena in zadovoljna. Res. Kar malo čudno, glede na zadnjih pol leta.

What has been going on? Not much really.

Bila sem del Mesta žensk, ko smo predstavljale manjkajočo polovico, torej žensko polovico, pomembnih žensk v Sloveniji/Ljubljani. Projekt, ki se imenuje Hodim za tabo in gledam te, ki se ga je lotilo kar pet umetnic. Zadeva je potekala v nedeljo, bile smo na Kongresnem trgu, vsaka s svojo lento, jaz sem bila Franja Tavčar in smo postavile križ na trgu. Malo je bilo govorov, dobile smo rožico. Foto proof here.

Then I had a really bizzare cup of tea … oz. več njih, ker sem dobila nove uvide.

Then I had a really nice dinner, where I played some games. Potem sem bila malo otožna on account of some more cups of coffee.

Then I got sick and recored a podcast. Ja, my dears, I will be on the air. O tem več naslednjič in še naslednjič.

In potem sem ugotovila, da je že precej časa vse res stabilno. Stabilnost, as you well know, is not really my state of matter. Nikoli nisem stabilna, sem vedno ali čisto na vrhu ali pa čisto na dnu. No, trenutno pa sem nekje vmes. And it is wonderfully relaxing.

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WOLF, HYENA, MUSTANG

To sem. Sanctuary knows the best games in te res ne morem pozabiti. Ker me je precej dobro zadela.

Zadeva je zelo enostavna. Vaše tri najljubše živali, rangirane 1-2-3 glede na njihove lastnosti na podlagi katerih, si jih izberete. Moje tri živali so po redu 1-2-3 volk, hijena in mustang. The reasoning is very simple and very me.

Wolf. Canis lupus. The great loners of the wild, yet travelling in a pack consiting of a male and female, that pair for life. Highly social and inteligent, yet ferocious and wild. Seen as the great predator in the wild, but usually a family with an alpha pair, the alpha female and alpha male. Wild, free and loyal. That is how I see myself, what I value in life and what I strive to be.

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Hyena. Crocuta crocuta. The laughing wild one from the African planes. Weird looking, an absolute matriarchy, living in large clans, where every female always outranks every male. Females have a pseudo penis. Chrushing bones, while nurturing the young. Always on top, always laughing and not giving a fuck. This is how (I think) others see me.

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Mustang. Equus ferus. This one took the longest to chose, it is how I see myself at the moment … what I am the moment. The one image I have of the mustang, is the running in the prairie. Just endless running, being completely free and just going going going going going … never stoping, always moving. I may not know exactly who I am, but I am free.

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Od marmornih, črnih, ostrih kock, do meglenih in rubikovih kock, preko govorečih konj in ležečih lestev, ki jih preskakuješ na svojem črnem vrancu … najdeš sebe in ugotoviš, da včasih zelo neumne igrice veliko več povedo o tebi, kot pa si pripravljena priznati.

SOMETHING IS TERRIBLY, UTTERLY, COMPLETELY WRONG

Can you not feel it?

I woke yesterday in the middle of the night, scared shitless. Sweating and terrified, knowing that something is wrong. Not the “oh we will fix it in the morning”, but a deep “this is beyond salvage, it will ruin us”.

Something is really badly wrong, and I can’t put my finger on it. I just know.

UVIDI

I am an impulsive person. Always has been. Nikki Sixx je o Kat von D zapisal “She is wall-to-wall heavy metal, a B-52 bomber dropping nuclear F-bombs on full-tilt boogie, guns blazing, all the while balancing on top of eight-inch stripper platform shoes…” I like to believe that I channel some of Kats energy now and then… just you know, not with the shoes. And I like to believe, that that is the right way to live.

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Da še malo citiram Nikki Sixxa: “… every coin has two sides, but the saying is, that there are three sides to every story.” I hide some things and let only a few people see them. I trust, am betrayed and I hurt. I stumble and I fall. And pick myself up again. And there might be three sides to every story, but I no longer care. I care about my side.

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In moja stran trenutno posluša Tilly and the Wall. I am a true hipster. A veste, da imajo poleg bobnarja, tap plesalko, ki ne bobna, ampak tap danca zraven beata? Halo?!?!? Kje ste še videli bend, ki ima bobne, pa jih tudi nima!?!?!?! How awesome is that.

Moja stran komaj čaka, da gre v London. Moja stran meditira in je končno našla nekaj miru. Moja stran ima dovolj and is moving. Moja stran je moja.

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BEL ĐINS

Spravila sem se nad svojo e-zbirko in pobrisala e-prah iz par datotek in ponovno odkrila en kup bendov, ki jih že lep čas nisem poslušala. And I fucking love all of them!

Tokrat vam predstavljam White Denim.

White-Denim

White Denim so iz Texasa in so z eno besedo enostavno weird. And true American rock blues. And weird. And rockenrol. And weird. Odkrila pa sem jih zahvaljujoč Dr. Houseu, ko so predvajali par sekund komada I start to run, ampak je bilo par sekund popolnoma dovolj, da sem vedela, da jih moram najti, ker so effin awesome.

See? Weird. But soooo good. Ko sem tako ponovno preposlušala vse štiri plošče (peta pride zdaj zdaj), sem enostavno ugotovila, da so briljantni in imajo najboljšo bas linijo ever. It is just a murder. Just really good musicians.

In seveda potem ugotovim, da odpirajo za Tame Impala, ki so bili avgusta v Sloveniji, ampak White Denim se NA ŽALOST res radi zadržujejo samo znotraj US fucking A. Mislim, I would pay Kino Šiška a lot of money to get them here and then also buy a ticket to see them play live. Predvsem zaradi sledečegih dveh live sessionov:

Have you ever heard such sweet sweet jams? Have you ever seen such energy? I think not. Nazadanje vas prepuščam še zadnji singelci, ki ima že lyrics-video tako weird, that I just cannot compute. But soooo good.

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