SOMETHING IS TERRIBLY, UTTERLY, COMPLETELY WRONG
Can you not feel it?
I woke yesterday in the middle of the night, scared shitless. Sweating and terrified, knowing that something is wrong. Not the “oh we will fix it in the morning”, but a deep “this is beyond salvage, it will ruin us”.
Something is really badly wrong, and I can’t put my finger on it. I just know.